Friday, March 2, 2007

Wrestling Jacob

(Charles Wesley)

COME, O Thou Traveller unknown,
Whom still I hold, but cannot see,
My company before is gone,
And I am left alone with Thee.
With Thee all night I mean to stay,
And wrestle till the break of day.

I need not tell Thee who I am,
My misery, or sin declare,
Thyself hast call'd me by my name,
Look on thy hands, and read it there,
But who, I ask Thee, who art Thou?
Tell me thy name, and tell me now.

In vain Thou strugglest to get free,
I never will unloose my hold:
Art Thou the Man that died for me?
The secret of thy love unfold;
Wrestling I will not let Thee go,
Till I thy name, thy nature know.

'Tis all in vain to hold thy tongue,
Or touch the hollow of my thigh:
Though every sinew be unstrung,
Out of my arms Thou shalt not fly;
Wrestling I will not let Thee go,
Till I thy name, thy nature know.

My strength is gone, my nature dies,
I sink beneath thy weighty hand,
Faint to revive, and fall to rise;
I fall, and yet by faith I stand,
I stand, and will not let Thee go,
Till I thy name, thy nature know.

Yield to me now--for I am weak;
But confident in self-despair:
Speak to my heart, in blessings speak,
Be conquer'd by my instant prayer,
Speak, or Thou never hence shalt move,
And tell me, if thy name is LOVE.

'Tis Love, 'tis Love! Thou diedst for me,
I hear thy whisper in my heart.
The morning breaks, the shadows flee:
Pure UNIVERSAL LOVE Thou art,
To me, to all, thy bowels move,
Thy nature, and thy name is LOVE.

Contented now upon my thigh
I halt, till life's short journey end;
All helplessness, all weakness I,
On Thee alone for strength depend,
Nor have I power, from Thee, to move;
Thy nature, and thy name is LOVE.

Lame as I am, I take the prey,
Hell, earth, and sin with ease o'ercome;
I leap for joy, pursue my way,
And as a bounding hart fly home,
Thro' all eternity to prove
Thy nature, and thy name is LOVE.

2 comments:

It's me! said...

Thanks for sharing.
There was a particular time last fall where I read this story in the Bible and wrestled with God basically all night until I knew for sure the Lord had heard my prayers and blessed me. Was one of the most incredible experiences I have ever had.
To KNOW that God has heard your prayers and given you peace that passes all understanding is such an awesome experience. But I have found that often times that peace only comes after a period of intense wrestling with God to know His will and to totally surrender to Him.
In today's society with instant gratification and disinterest in self-denial most people dont want to wrestle and struggle with sin for the victory. They dont want to deny themselves. But in so doing, they miss out on experience the awesomeness of God and experiencing His amazing love and forgiveness.

...Some of my thoughts. Have a good day :)

Kristin said...

I don't know that I can intelligently comment on this; I am afraid I might ruin it. If I were Isaac Watts I think I would rather have written this than anything else as well.